So here we are its valentines day! For the most part it is a nice day! I dont really allways celebrate it and and for me thats ok. I have no issues if i get nothing. Its not like its my birthday or anything. But oddly its like everybody has somebody this year and everybody is talking about how great there days were and what not. Its like the year we dont do shit everybody is doing that. So i kinda feel left out. Thats ok though. It doesnt really bother me that much. I have bigger fish to fry. Iam pissed off today because certain people in my life just have no common sence to give what you get. there is very few people that i would give money too or give myself too. It makes me sick when i do this for certain people and they dont give it back. Considering for this person all i do is give give give. Makes me agravated as hell. I have issues with trust, I have people in my life i know i should trust no matter what but do i trust them completly. No i dont. This is stupid. Its probly cause i forgive and forgive and forgive but still find out oh this person said this behind your back or did this behind your back. It totaly sucks that every person in my life has to pay for just some peoples bullshit. I realise iam not beyond this i may have screwed over some people in my life as well. So ya iam not perfect but i try to give what i want returned. So when it all happens this way it not only infuriates me but makes me so sad. Anyways enough bitcching.
Hugs and slaps,
Just Some Chick
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